Without an
adapter to read the hard disk of my crashed notebook I don't have access to my
art and tools.
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On Christmas 2015 Akira a.k.a. my notebook a.k.a. my general servant died. Considering how important computers are these days and that I maybe wouldn't have graduated from university without Akira I think it isn't even embarrassing or ridiculous to say that the computer slowly but surely has become man's best friend. (You see, my notebook even has a name - and his very own loyal and sometimes trolling personality with it.)
The same
applies more and more to artists as well. Without Akira or an adapter to read
its hard disk I don't have access to my writing, my notes, my digital painting
projects, part of my drawing software, my photos, my music archive ... I'm
stranded, quietly envying all those traditional artists and writers who still
use pen and paper.
Such
situations show pretty well the vulnerability that comes with technological
progress. CDs have a shorter operational life span than records. Oil paintings
and manuscripts can be burned while cave paintings and rune stones are still
there. With every millennium and century art becomes more and more fleeting and
fragile while thanks to social and technological progress the number of
creators and creations grows. So let's be honest here: No matter how much you
love your art and how much time you invest in it - most likely you'll be
forgotten. We all will be forgotten. In a few years nobody will care about what
we've created; nobody will take pleasure in it; we won't be able to lighten up
somebody's day. So why sacrificing our lives to something that only a few
people in the here and now care about?
I believe
that in the first place there are egoism and ambition. Everyone - every
self-published author on Twitter, every hobby artist on DeviantArt - secretly
believes he will be an exception from this rule. Everyone wants to express
himself and be recognized. What we have nowadays is a crowd of individualists
striving for fame - and I won't deny I'm one of them.
Sometimes I
wonder whether such egoists like us can even create art. True art, I mean. I
know I should define "true art" now, but ... How do you define an
abstract feeling, some weird mixture of doubt, melancholy, pride and many other
things? Art wasn't always about self-expression but about many other things:
religion, propaganda, business, politics, philosophy ...
I'm not
sure about what came first yet, but I think that art as self-expression is
linked to technological progress, computers and especially the internet, a
space where everyone can be (or pretend to be) creative. Without computers
(i.e. PCs themselves, electricity, cables ...) most of our creations will be
lost in nemesis. So what are they worth in the end? Is the computer in fact not
man's best friend but a devilish deluder?
What do you
think on this topic? Since I still don't have an adapter to get access to my
data I couldn't prepare a proper essay for today, so it's only random thoughts
this time. Do you think they're stupid or do I have a point? Or are my thoughts
too random yet to judge?
I'd very
like to know what you have to say. :)
Yours,
Feael
Silmarien
PS: Please
wish me luck that my adapter will be delivered soon and that my new notebook, a
fancy gadget I baptized Okita, will do his job well. Akira, a very solid
Toshiba Satellite, served me for almost seven years. I'm so proud of him and
understand it was really about time for him to go. Yet I'll never forget my
most loyal companion during my years at university. Rest in peace, dear Akira.
And welcome to my life, dear Okita.
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